Ankita's Blog

Those days... When going to school was almost imposed upon us.. When doing homework was the toughest thing in the world.. When getting up early to revise the syllabus on the day of exam was a torture.. When doing exercise in school was the boring chore ever...                                                                                             " versus" Today.. When going to office is almost imposed upon us..(except we are being paid for that..;) ) When completing the scheduled tasks in office seems to be toughest thing today.. When getting up early to catch up on a Monday morning meeting is a torture.. When promising yourself to do exercise to stay fit( or reduce weight..:P ) is the boring chore ever.. Has anything really changed? Life just changes its attire after few years and so do our roles, but we remain the same, keeping one foot in the present and one foot in the future and completely forgetting that there is so

To be honest, before this day, 17th June, I never knew when was Father's day celebrated. Thanks to facebook wall and my friends, I became aware of this day finally! Just when the clock showed 12:00 am today , lot of updates flashed in on my wall, some being pics with their Dad, some gratitude messages and a lot more..Frankly, it made me nostalgic. And below lines exactly tell what I felt.. Wish I had few more pics with you, Wish I remembered few more incidences with you, Wish I remembered your voice better, Wish I had spent few more days of my life with you, I'm sure that would have been the best gift my God to me, Wish you were around to be a proud Dad when your daughters graduated, Wish you were around to be a proud Dad when your daughter was a University topper, Wish you were around to be a Dad of a doctor and engineer daughters, as you always wished to be, Wish you were around to see how well Mom looked after us and how strong she was face every reality of life

There are sometimes in life where you have just one feeling - "Kaash!!" :( Not sure, if you should be happy or sad for it because life indeed has some plans for you, much better then your "Kaash". But, at the same time, can't deny the fact that, until life shares its calendar of events with you,  it always remains a "Kaash" and you're forced to put on your thinking hats for the same. Somethings like.. I wish I had never answered the way I did.. I wish I had never said "No".. I wish I had never said "Yes".. I wish I had never committed to it... I wish I had controlled my emotions a little bit better.. I wish I had never took that 'U' turn in life.. I wish I had just kept my ego aside and confessed what I felt then.. I wish I had said 'sorry'.. I wish I had expressed my feelings when there was still some time.. I wish I had just grabbed the opportunity right then.. I wish I had placed my