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Dialogue with Him!

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You don’t cease to amaze me every moment… Every time I start to panic for something, An inner voice speaks to me – “ Relax, I am around. ” And suddenly, I am at peace, realising nothing can go wrong with You holding my hand.   Every time I am rude to someone, An inner voice reminds me – “ You are hurting a soul, apologize ” And suddenly, you’ve taught me to not hesitate to say Sorry, may it be anyone. Every time I am anxious about the future, An inner voice speaks to me – “ Everything has been just The BEST so far, trust me for the future. ” And suddenly the child in me feels safe as in the lap of a mother. Every time I feel tired or lazy, You remind me of the boundless energy a soul has, And suddenly, I am up and running and the task is done in a jiffy! Every time I even think negative about myself or others, An inner voice reminds me “ Your every thought will manifest itself, be careful! ” And suddenly I can’t think anything but positive an

Past versus Present! Has anything really changed?

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Those days... When going to school was almost imposed upon us.. When doing homework was the toughest thing in the world.. When getting up early to revise the syllabus on the day of exam was a torture.. When doing exercise in school was the boring chore ever...                                                                                             " versus" Today.. When going to office is almost imposed upon us..(except we are being paid for that..;) ) When completing the scheduled tasks in office seems to be toughest thing today.. When getting up early to catch up on a Monday morning meeting is a torture.. When promising yourself to do exercise to stay fit( or reduce weight..:P ) is the boring chore ever.. Has anything really changed? Life just changes its attire after few years and so do our roles, but we remain the same, keeping one foot in the present and one foot in the future and completely forgetting that there is so

Wishing my Mom on 'Father's day'! :)

To be honest, before this day, 17th June, I never knew when was Father's day celebrated. Thanks to facebook wall and my friends, I became aware of this day finally! Just when the clock showed 12:00 am today , lot of updates flashed in on my wall, some being pics with their Dad, some gratitude messages and a lot more..Frankly, it made me nostalgic. And below lines exactly tell what I felt.. Wish I had few more pics with you, Wish I remembered few more incidences with you, Wish I remembered your voice better, Wish I had spent few more days of my life with you, I'm sure that would have been the best gift my God to me, Wish you were around to be a proud Dad when your daughters graduated, Wish you were around to be a proud Dad when your daughter was a University topper, Wish you were around to be a Dad of a doctor and engineer daughters, as you always wished to be, Wish you were around to see how well Mom looked after us and how strong she was face every reality of life

And its still stuck with me as 'Kaash'!!

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There are sometimes in life where you have just one feeling - "Kaash!!" :( Not sure, if you should be happy or sad for it because life indeed has some plans for you, much better then your "Kaash". But, at the same time, can't deny the fact that, until life shares its calendar of events with you,  it always remains a "Kaash" and you're forced to put on your thinking hats for the same. Somethings like.. I wish I had never answered the way I did.. I wish I had never said "No".. I wish I had never said "Yes".. I wish I had never committed to it... I wish I had controlled my emotions a little bit better.. I wish I had never took that 'U' turn in life.. I wish I had just kept my ego aside and confessed what I felt then.. I wish I had said 'sorry'.. I wish I had expressed my feelings when there was still some time.. I wish I had just grabbed the opportunity right then.. I wish I had placed my

Tapping my feet in a dance class after "not sure after how many" years!

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As soon as I returned from "awesome" Chennai trip, I had to rush to take admission for Shiamak's monsoon batch. As always, because of OCD(google for it!) (JK!), I managed to have my ICard for the dance class within next few hours of my landing in Hyderabad. I was super excited (nothing unusual) when I heard comments from my friends like "Ohooooo, Shaimak's classes" (*style* *style*)! I was literally counting hours while I was in office and I had my dance class in the evening. My first class..wow! I reach there and to my surprise, I see students from the age group of 10 to (.. Can't mention it here..else I will be fired by my dance class friends, Guess who? ;)) It was nice to see all of them, but I was skeptical if I will really enjoy with such a varied age group people. And then comes our introduction..Someone was a teacher, to a student , to a software professional( yeah, me too), house wife , and what not! And now I am even more skeptical,

A scary night that was..! (Part 2 contd..)

Before continuing, do read Part 1 of this story else, you'll miss the spicy background of the story :-) So, now 3 girls, 1 auto driver, his buddy and 2 police men on a lonely road at 12.00 am..here starts the bollywood movie scene. Now, the effect of all bollywood movies started showing up because we could think of everything what the movies show. So, all wild thoughts started creeping in - "Are these policemen fake?" , " Are these 4 guys all together?", "Was all this a planned thing?", "Will these guys ask our parent's address and phone numbers and call them at this hour and...so on"!! Damn, that really frightened the hell out of us. We got down from the rick. The police men started interrogating - "Where are you going?" and hearing the destination, they asked the auto driver in telugu - "ఈ కుడి మార్గం" ? That means - "Is this the right way? " And before that poor chap(not really poor) answers, the police